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Nothing's absolutely definite till it's absolutely, definitely gone.   
02:55pm 06/04/2006
 
mood: drained
      Geez, it has actually been ages this time. I can't even remember writing my last update. I know that the last "update" to this was my layout, which is now quotes from Greys anatomy, which is the greatest show at the moment in my opinion. So anyway, I went to see Hedley in concert (again), was on my school's improv team (one of them), Went to France and Italy for over a week, am 5th on my schools rank list (go me), and got accepted in to Dal. Not really a big deal, but still good news. Im not going to be able to play soccer again this summer, which sucks, but at least I can get in a lot of reffing again. I dont really have much else to say for now, but hopefully I will get less busy soon and then I can update this on a semi-regular basis at least. Oooh, there's going to be a new Taking back sunday cd coming out this year! w00t!

Cher bear


New American Classic - Taking Back Sunday

We've got to get better said, it's all in your head 
We could live through these letters or forget it all together 
See the months they don't matter it's the days i can't take 
When the hours move to minutes and i'm seconds away 


Just ask the question come untie the knot 
Say you won't care (x2) 
Retrace the steps as if we forgot 
Say you won't care (x2) 
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt 
And there's one thing i can do nothing about 


When all that we need is just a reaction 
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction (anymore) 
If chasing our dreams was just a distraction 
I'll want to remember when i know that i can't go back 


Just ask the question come untie the knot 
Say you won't care (x2) 
Retrace the steps as if we forgot 
Say you won't care (x2) 
Try to avoid it (try to aviod it) but there's not a doubt 
And there's one thing and i can do nothing 
there's one thing and i can do nothing 
there's one thing and i can do nothing about 

Just ask the question (just ask the question) come untie the knot 
Say you won't care (care) (x2) 
Retrace the steps (retrace the steps) as if we forgot 
Say you won't care (care) (x2) 
Try to avoid it (try to aviod it) but there's not a doubt 
And there's one thing and i can do nothing 
there's one thing and i can do nothing 
there's one thing and i can do nothing about 
 
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Love can make a summer fly or a night seem like a lifetime.   
08:00pm 18/09/2005
 
mood: dorky

Hey look... its an update. And it's been less then two months... Go Me!! LoL well schools back in, so i seem to be in more of an updating mood lately. Today the livejoural... someday in the near future the website? Perhaps. Lately I seem to have grown out of having a website, but I do want it updated because I'm not fond of the layout. I might just do something crazy and try Piczo. Or not. I've had the geocities site for about three years, so its not hard to understand why I'm attatched to it. But I dont know, maybe I've grown out of it. I guess I'll figure it out sooner or later. Hopefully. Maybe once school is all nice and settled in I'll change things on my website, find something that does interest me to post there. But anyway, enough rambling about my website... Seems I don't have much to say about anything else at the moment, so until November, when my next updating urge strikes...

*~Cheri~*

I always catch the clock, it's 11:11, now you wanna talkCollapse )

 
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When I'm with you it's like nothing else in the world even matters.   
04:23pm 21/08/2005
 
mood: happy

   Well as you all know by now, i am skilled at updating. At least I'm consistant, since its been two months since my last update. Since then I have gotten the oc season 1 on dvd, been to a Hedley concert (Woot!), reffed a lot of soccer, saw fantastic 4, charlie and the chocolate factory, and wedding crashers. I also went to magic mountain for a day and went camping for a weekend. I think that pretty much sums up most of my summer. Hopefully I will get season 2 of the oc on DVD on tuesday, if nothing goes wrong. Oh, the hedley cd comes out sometime in september, which i cant wait for, and season 3 of the oc starts on september 8th. I think thats pretty much all thats of interest that i can think of right now. more later probably

*~Cheri~*

Johnny runs, he shuts his eyes, he only sees from 9 till 5Collapse )
 
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It saddens me to see how deep I've fallen when I wasn't supposed to be at the edge to begin with.   
08:08pm 24/06/2005
 
mood: contemplative

Wooot! Update. It must have been at least two months, maybe less, maybe more. I just know its been awhile. So a lot has actually happened I guess, and yet its all things I can't quite bring myself to write about. Ummm dramafest was awesome, but that was well over a month ago, and it's sad. There was a meeting for the pageant so that we know about the practices, questions, and outfits we need for it. Exams were last week and we got our report cards today. Woot for 93s on provincial exams. How shocked was I? I was expecting like a 70. Hmmmm... went to see mr and mrs smith yesterday. That was pretty cool. But im on my way out now, so I'll finish this at some point.

.:Cheri:.

What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?Collapse )

 
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Are you afraid...I mean, to let someone in? To let someone see who you really are?   
02:04pm 29/04/2005
 
mood: content

Well there's no school today, and we all know what that means... updates! LoL i'm not sure if I'm going to update my website today, after all I only have about an hour or so till work, but I am at least going to update this. I'm in the pageant this year, for sure. LoL i'm so excited about it, it should be a good time. I did really go to the dance this week, but it was really boring. The best part was when it ended. It was so empty and cold. Umm the hitch hikers guide to the galaxy opened today! Yay! I'm possibly going to go see it tomorrow. Dramafest is in 6 days, which gets me two days out of school and some middle of the city exploring. LoL i need dress ideas for the pageant. I'm likely to wear the same dress to both the pageant and prom next year, expecially if i get it made how i want it. I think i want a cherry red princess dress. But i'm not completly sure yet. It should turn out nice though, since I'm getting it made. Well I think thats about it, so till next time. Oh, made minor updates to the site, planning on adding quotes over the weekend, so check it out.


.:Cheri:.


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But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.   
07:45pm 18/04/2005
 
mood: lonely

Well this is the first time i've updated more then once a month in a little while. I don't even really have too much to say. Umm I didn't get a role that involves a poofy dress in drama, which sucks, but meh. Grease is going on this week, so I won't see a few of my friends till friday, excepting seeing them preform tomorrow night. LoL i completly didn't clue in that they weren't going to be here until lunch. LoL i think thats funny. Umm feeling slighly emo-y today for some odd reason... but i have no idea what it is. Everwood starts back up again tonight, its been like 2 months! There's supposed to be a dance next week, and I am going to go to this one (I'm serious!!) I even have my outfit planned out. I'm going to start updating my website a little bit over the next month or so, so I might not update here for a little while. The movie the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy comes out in May. I'm so excited to see it now! And I think thats all for now, so till next time chickys... Ooh I almost forgot, I did change the layout again, but i really like the colour this time, plus i like the lyrics I used so I will hopefully stick with it, even if it is Marissa.

.:Cheri:.

Whats the worst you take from every heart you break...Collapse )

 
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One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind   
08:19pm 11/04/2005
 
mood: crazy

Ha Ha, it's been like two weeks since my last update... so I suppose it's time for an update... So, anyway, our play that we wrote ourselves got cancelled. Which is both good and bad. Good because I didn't like my role, but bad because we worked really hard on it. But good news, for the next play we get poofy princess dresses! Score! LoL don't mind me, I think thats awesome. Umm I missed the last dance cuz I was sick, I still have a crazy high math mark, I saw miss congenality 2, and I bought a skirt. LoL the skirt is a big deal to me because I never wear skirts. Well I suppose thats it... for now. So till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

But if it's love you're looking for...Collapse )

 
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I'm just... happy. I've never felt that before. I'm just exactly where I want to be.   
02:53pm 29/03/2005
 
mood: happy

Okay, i'm thinking i'm going to stick with this layout for a little while, or at least stick with the blue theme. I have to admit, I am fond of the icon, plus i have another one if i change my mind about it. I recently learned how to use brushes, play around with the picture colour , and how to make the text look really interesting. Yeah, i get bored, but meh. So, well as for whats new, or at least new since last time, my sis got confirmed, I went on a mall trip over march break, could be going to a movie tomorrow, and the dance is supposed to be thursday. I also started reading the hitchikers guide to the galaxy, i'm only about 100 pages in, but it's pretty awesome. LoL I haven't gotten there yet, but the meaning of life, and the answer to everything is 42. LoL well thats pretty much it for this update, so till next time

.:Cheri:.

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You have this way of meaning everything and nothing to me at the same time   
07:31pm 14/03/2005
 
mood: content

Well hey everyone, it's been awhile. Since my last update i've prolly changed my layout at least three times (because who didn't love the sethummer spiderman kiss?) But anyway, I think I'm gonna stick with this one at least until I am able to use my better one. I do like the look of this one though... Well anyway since the kalan concert many, many things have happened. I wound up with a 101% in math class (go figure...), I got a prescripted monologue to memorize for the 4th of April, I had a birthday (which most people forgot about), and it wound up being March Break. Well that pretty much sums up my past couple weeks I guess... So till next time chickys...

.:Cheri:.

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The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return   
03:42pm 27/02/2005
 
mood: giggly

Hey everyone. This is my update after the kalan concert. It was sooo awesome. He sang after all, don't wanna miss you, awake in a dream, my sweet one, single, she's so dangerous from his album, not to mention a bunch of other songs either from canadian idol or elsewhere. It was wicked. He played his (is it a violin or a fiddle?) a few times, and he had the cowboy hat on for the devil went down to georgia. I didn't get to meet him, but I did get to meet his drummer and his guitar player. I was so glad I went to the concert, but i'm bummed that it's over. But now I have a new thing to countdown to... 12 days till my b-day. So till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

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Nobody could hurt me like I know he could hurt me, but there's nothing in this world I want more.   
09:13pm 13/02/2005
 
mood: listless

Hey everyone. Nuthin much is really going on at the moment. The dance, which I was actually going to go to, got cancelled, which sucks. And I officially have a monologue (which I have to write) due this thursday (meaning written, memorized, costumes...ect.)  I loathe monologues. They're beyond hating! LoL don't mind me... quoth monty python... always look on the bright side of life... The bright side being that in 13 days it's the Kalan Porter concert *jumps for joy*. Also on the not so bright side... I seem to be missing someone I really, really, really, really, really, really (ect.) shouldn't be missing. How stupid is that? I sit there and tell everyone I don't care (which I usually don't)... but then I see them and it's just... weird. I know I shouldn't care, and that I certainly shouldn't be missing them. But yet, here I am, not only missing them, but writing about it. And why not? I'm so scared to mention this to anyone that I sit and write it somewhere I'm pretty sure no one will notice. No one I know goes on my website, so why would they be reading this? I dunno, kinda just rambling now. But well, guess thats all for now. Till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

Worse then fear it's the lie you told a thousand times beforeCollapse )

 
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I'm empty and alone and the only one who can comfort me is the only one who doesn't care.   
11:02pm 05/02/2005
 
mood: restless

Hey everyone. Started the second semester now, parts of it could be interesting. I have yet to have serious homework in physics, but we've gotten about 3 assignments in drama already. I hate monologues!!! I think they're the worst thing ever invented! I don't really mind writing them, they can be kinda fun then, but I hate performing them! Oh yeah, we haven't had our real teacher for can. history yet, but its all good cuz we had the good substitute (ie the hot one). It's not so much that he's really hot, it's that he's hotter then most/all of the other teachers. Well I guess that's about all I've got to say for now, except for that in three weeks it's the Kalan Porter concert! So till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

And your eyes they look so lonely and it's only...Collapse )

 
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It saddens me to see how deep I've fallen when I wasn't supposed to be at the edge to begin with.   
08:56pm 01/02/2005
 
mood: cranky

Hey everyone! Exams are finally over! For 5 months at least. And I know how I did on all of them except the one I wrote today, although I'm pretty upset about one of them. I know that I did make mistakes on it, but I don't know if they justify the mark I got. But meh, if thats what I got then I'd at least like to look it over and see where I messed up. I thought I had more to say... but lately I've been in a quiet mood. It's like I spent so long talking constantly that I can't talk anymore. I've simply run out of things to say. And I hate the silence more then anything. Well thats about it for now, so till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

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I'm so afraid that I will never forget him and he won't remember me   
01:59pm 28/01/2005
 
mood: guilty

Hey everyone. Whats going on? Nuthin much here really. I finished two of my exams, but that was pretty messed. The one I thought would be really hard was super easy and the one I thought would be really easy wound up being hard. LoL but it was pretty fun after the exams were over though. LoL but most people I know wound up leaving or going home but it was so worth it to listen to angelas slander about swiss cheese. LoL that was really funny. But other then that nothing much really happened so ill ttyl. Till next time chickys.

.:Cheri:.

Left your heart in the hands of a juggling clownCollapse )

 
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You can't go back, it will never be the same. You can only move forward   
07:14pm 25/01/2005
 
mood: flirty

Hey everyone. It's been a few days since I last updated, but thats cuz nothing much really happened. Exams got postponed two days because of a snow storm, which is good and bad. Good because I can always use more sleep, bad because I just want to get the exams over with. The sooner they're over, the less I'll worry about it. But meh... the good parts definatly outweigh the bad. Hmm... Ooooh! 32 days till I get to see Kalan Porter! LoL I'm really excited about going to see his concert, although people think it's funny. Other then that, I started watching that new show Point Plesant. It seems good so far, hope it stays good. I got off work early sunday because of how bad the snow storm was. LoL we had to shovel inside the store. Well I think that's all I've really got to say that I can say for now, so I'll c yas later. Till next time chickys.

.:Cheri:.

Can't say I was never wrong, but some blame lies with youCollapse )

 
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After all this time youd think I wouldnt feel the same but time melts into nothin & nothings changed   
09:37pm 18/01/2005
 
mood: confused

Hey everyone. So in case you didn't hear, school got cancelled yesterday, which was awesome. I got an extention on my english project, which was almost even better. But, from what I understand, today was the last day of new work in math... Score! Wow, it feels kinda weird to think that I've been through about a year and a half of high school and that I only have the same amount left to go in school period. Cue sappy music. It does seem really weird though. But meh, what can you do. Well I guess thats about all I've really got to say for today, so till next time

.:Cheri:.

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But I never would have guessed It'd be you to break my heart   
06:41pm 16/01/2005
 
mood: naughty

Hey everyone. Whos got their fingers crossed that the storm tomorrow will be really bad? bad weather = no school! LoL personally I've hoping soo much that there'll be no school tomorrow because I have a oral exam in french and it might give us an extention on the english project! At least I hope so. Hmm.... my cuz bought my tickets for the Kalan concert. Apparantly they're row 2! thats just behind front row! LoL i think thats awesome! I'm so so excited for it now and its over a month away. Well I guess that's all i've got to say for now... dreading exams soo much right now! I looked over my chem outline... I have no idea what half of it means! well ne way, till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

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That look isn't from just any hurt. That is the look of a girl with a broken heart.   
05:53pm 13/01/2005
 
mood: pessimistic

Hey everyone! No school today! Wooot! well, technically there was school, but the busses weren't running so since i take the bus... no school for me. So I slept the whole morning away and spent the rest of the day doing some work on my website (although it doesn't really show since I haven't linked the updates I made...yet). I also spent some time listening to some oldies (just because I felt like it) and thinking about whats been going on lately. But I won't elaborate on that. So today been a pretty uneventful day... but on the other hand... it's Thursday! which, as we all know, is an OC night. LoL yeah I am slightly obsessed (without the slightly) but meh... it's an awesome show. Personally, I can't wait for the episode with Seths comic book characters (for those of you who don't read spoilers, you won't understand what I just said...) LoL thats gonna be awesome. Well I guess thats all I've really got to say for now. Oh except for one thing... in case you haven't noticed, I changed the layout *again* tell me what you think of it. Ne way, till next time chickys.

.:Cheri:.

P.S. Guys... we have barely a year and a half of high school left now! Time is sure flying by! I guess that it really is like a roll of toilet paper... goes faster the closer to the end it gets.

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Boys should wear signs that say 'capable of breaking hearts' cuz some people find out the hard way   
08:21pm 10/01/2005
 
mood: contemplative

Hey everyone! LoL i just got home from the mall, which was pretty fun. I now suck at arcade games such as pinball, and air hockey. But its all good cuz I had fun... and I got to play with a cell phone. Ha Ha yeah, I'm easily amused. But just when you start having fun... Kyle shows up... LoL J/K... but he does seem to pop up at the strangest times. LoL but it was even more fun because I got Joe to listen to Kalan Porter! At full blast! and he actually liked it. Im super excited for the concert which is in about a month or so... how sad is that? LoL but whatever. Well thats about all I've got to say today.... ooooh... bite me... no wait... bite yourself! LoL till next time chickys

.:Cheri:.

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Regrets are a waste. They're the past crippling you in the present.   
07:41pm 09/01/2005
 

Heya dudes. Whats going on with you guys. LoL i'm in such a good mood right now. As of right now, we are going shopping tomorrow (finally!) and i could possibly be going to a Kalan Porter concert in february *jumps for joy* LoL yeah, it's sad cuz i am really excited about it, and im only going in theory... LoL but still... it's awesome! I could even get front row seats! LoL yeah i am a kalan fan and easily amused... But ne way its back to school tomorrow... joys... not... well ne way thats about all my news for now so byebye till next time chickys...

.:Cheri:.

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